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Friday, October 31, 2008
9:06 PM

nothigt much i would like say, i have been to stress and over emotional lately, and i tried to laugh it off. i am feeling very inch of shit in my body now, i feel like killing everyone, i feel like destroying things. i sense anger in very part of my brain. Now every moment i think of school i feel like hell, lucky yesterday was the last day, no more meeting enemies, no more meeting people of hate, no more fucking insults. now i do not have a job, i went asking around, but people want kids over 15!? it is like half of the mall wants people and yet they do not wanna hire people 15 and below. now i am jobless, rotting at home.
i guess i have to go, byebye


Thursday, October 30, 2008
30.10.09 5:24 AM

hi hi guys~
lots of things happened today, i do not have the energy to tell you all bu ti found that hilary duff new ablum called reach out and holiday. ou tin the november the 11th this is the link if you would like to hear her new song, i don have the energy to tell you in details,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nIfaIho-M7w bye guys


Wednesday, October 29, 2008
29.10.08 7:14 AM

wonderful,today i got pissed off again.
i vent my anger on alex. stupid, brainless me.
i have already apologised, he is not at fault, sorry D:(yups he forgave me! apple has a big heart)
i should not have done that, it is not alex who made me mad is her. that bitch, why she has to make the guys like afraid of me. like i am a virus, i didn't torment them. i did not do anything, if i did maine would have told me! she kept saying things like, shu yi touch this or that before, and they would like immediately drop it. for the past few months i made no comment i tried to bear with it. if they think this is fun, wonderful, i have nothing to say. wait and see tilll i get really,really, angry. why do i always met this king of people? why is it always stick to me? pei yi says that they are just joking, joking is fine with me, but not overboard!
i tried ignoring them, i tried lots of things, she just can't seem to understand what is shut her mouth up!
i really can understand why people hate her, i don't see why she is the only child thus she is so immuture! liyar also the only child, but she is understanding! great! why in the world i never heed rachel's words about her charactor! i am so 'blind'! i am deceived by her looks. why in the world would i have not seen she is only backstabber, foul mouth, flirty, and a sickening charactor. great see what she made between me and the boys! she made me hate them, i just wanted to be friends, why in the world would she joke something this far.
i hate her, i hate from the begaining when she say things to be 'action' like people watching porn but she won't watch, things like acting pure and innocent when we accidentally spill things out that is not pure! and things like wearing too revealing infront of the guys, she only usually hang out with the guys, too straight forward which is not in a good way, pretending to be hurt by the sun burn (but she is with the lightest one) when maine says she is hurt, when we touch her sun burn she would complain but she touch mine she won't say sorry(she is lucky i don't scream), pretanding to have a very very cute loud voice when she play with guys, and lots lots of excuses (and i am too naive to belive her excuses), and many more.
i hope i am not being too bitchy:D i really really detest her, i don't care whether she knows to fight or not. i don't care, i hate her i hate that pretending bitch. i really hate when people pretend like her the most. no personality, WHAT A FREAKING UGLY BITCH.


Thursday, October 23, 2008
24.10.08 9:59 PM

hi hi! this is my second post!
HEY LADY GAGA FANS!
her album will be out in 28TH OCTOBER! called THE FAME!
which is 4 days from now!
her album contains beautiful rich, just dance, poker face and many more:D

beautiful dirty rich, in her video you will find of course money!
ching ching! she will BURN money, EAT money! -.-'' so wasteful ha ha and of course sleeping on money;D. don't miss her red and bling bling outfit, lipstick, large sun glass and many more
you will also find hand drawn mask man and women:D
here is the link:http://www.imeem.com/ladygaga/video/WlhCjG5L/lady_gaga_beautiful_dirty_rich_dance_video/
next is POKER FACE , for the start you will find the video weird ,ha ha, as she emerge from the pool with two dalmatian[mix breed i guess], wearing a swim suit like with spikes on it and a fabulous sparkly mask! that mask is beautiful! ha ha
she was seen playing cards, dancing in blue suite, wearing a white linger, a ribbon on her hair while kissing a guy.You will also expect thick eye liners, sliver and sparkly costume:D
be sure to catch a glimpse of her nails, they are sparkly too:D
link:http://www.imeem.com/ladygaga/video/JfhLCbtj/lady_gaga_poker_face_music_video/
next is JUST DANCE featuring Colby O' Dionis
there will be drinks, dance, sparkly sun glass,sparkly costume, for dancing:D weird costumes, fabulous nails, microphones, and kisses:D a definite interesting and not to miss video and song:D
link:http://www.imeem.com/ladygaga/video/g-iThD5S/lady_gaga_just_dance_music_video/


24.10.08 7:13 PM

hihi!
i am back! yah! i got loads of songs for you all:D
i just hope that you guy can come and tag at my tag board occasionally:D
so that i could know that someone came:D
first, the pussycat dolls!
for people who do not know that PCD has just launch their NEW ABLUM~!
it is called DOLL DOMINATION check it out in stores now:D
their albums contains a well mix of hip hop and r n b:D
songs like whatcha think about that featuring miss Eliot :D
it is an old school style thus you will be expecting some old school stlye costume, dance and swings in the vidoe:D here is the link:http://www.imeem.com/menvermandolin/video/iKkKHPh0/the_pussucat_dolls_whatcha_think_about_that_music_video/
and songs like i hate this part, the vidoe will contain some stuff you will find it new to their old style, it is soft and sexy, you will love it althought you will be wondering why is it called i hate this part;D
here is the link, check it out by yourself:http://www.imeem.com/denisse-aundreea/video/4FYsyAWu/pussycat_dolls_i_hate_this_part_music_video/
of course we won't out this song, when i grow up:D!
flashy lights, colours,[abit werid] costume,and lots of things:D
here is the link:http://www.imeem.com/rhojmusic/video/86T-ojan/pussycat_dolls_when_i_grow_up_clear_video_music_video/
and ofcourse sexy!
next is bottle pop featuring Snoop Dogg! you will find yourself out of your seat shaking:D
link:http://www.imeem.com/pcdmusic/music/xNJRxzHk/the_pussycat_dolls_bottle_pop/
this is also a new style compared to their old one:D love it!
okay! here is also a new one you will love, it is not fast,neither slow and it is always sexy:D
another style of course! called out of this club featuring ROB i think haha
link:http://www.imeem.com/pcdmusic/music/UW6xvOuW/the_pussycat_dolls_out_of_this_club/
and many more songs![be sure to catch some lines that is familar to you]
hope you will this wonderful and REMEMBER TO TAG!
[THIS ENTRY TO YOU MIGHT BE ABIT SLOW IF YOU GOT YOUR HANDS ON A COPY OF DOLL DOMINATION SORRY! CAUSE I JUST ENDED MY EXAMS THUS I TOOK MY TIME TO WRITE THIS!THANK YOU!]


Friday, October 10, 2008
10.10.08 2:56 AM

today is NANA DAY!
happy nana day!
zoe and pei ting did not go:D
one is having work and the other studying.
i was almost late for the movie (painted skin), cause i took own sweet time, SORRY GIRLS!;D
when i went in i have to pass through a buch of guys, to get to my seat
(INHUMAN!)ONES
i have to say atlest twice on excues me, got frustrated.
that was okay, nex the show started, they got nosier and nosier, i kept giving hits like "ptsss!"
"shss" and like humping at them to shut up!
like i said they are inhuman, deaf, morons, son of a bitch, mother fucker,LITTLE NOISY GIRLS!, and many more.;D they DID NOT TAKE ANY NOTICE, even i stare at them, they replie"stare what stare, stare some more lar"
ofcourse, people who are watching movie would like some peace, thus they odviously did not know or watch movie before (don't say i am bitchy, but they are really really noisy, it is really really noisy!) i hate people who talk and talk through out the movie, worst of all they are boys!
!@#$#@$%%$#!
mature boys are usually quite, sensitive, and ABLE TO THINK!
not like them.
okay back to the story, their girls kept telling them to shut up, yeah they just say i don't care or ignore their warnings, (shit hell! even girls know how to think)
they came back, nosier then before, people keep looking at them
then...
wai hian got angry, she said to keep their comments to themselves(thus i am not the only one who is angry)
they shoot back, i got angrier, i shoot them back, maine also, thats all i can hear;D
they say loads of things, the girls ask them to shut up,
i shoot back, this time is only me,
maine tells me to cool down, if not i will pour water and popcorn all over them.
rude!
they said WE STARED IT FIRST!
(MOTHER FUCKER! KISS MY ASS YOU SUCKER!
WHO DO OYU THINK YOU ARE? WE STARED IT FIRST? IF IS NOT YOUR STUPID LITTLE GIRLS MOUTH! WE WON'T START TI, BASTARTS, SON OF A FUCKING BITCH!
BRAINLESS, I GUESS YOUR MUM AND DAD DIDN'T TEACH YOU PROPER MANNERS!)
yes i am very very angry, i hate them a lot, they say fat so fat this fat that, yeah shooting me, i don't mind,i shoot them back, saying kiss my ass we stared it first? haha kiss my ass
shoot me more you will die. dont think i am a girl you are a boy, dont think i wont win you. fuck off with you and your ass.
AT LAST, they quiet down, after the movie, we complain and complain saying the whole cinema could hear their voices, when we leave the cinema, we saw big tubs of pop corn left, some are thrown on the floor, saying, they dont have basic manners, don't they pity the cleaners who clean the place?
don't they know that popcorns stick to chairs?
they don't have or never learn before basic manners.
we walk out towards the entrance of the cinema, i glare at them, they practically ruin my movie,
no we glare at them, they are afraid to look at as. naturally, they are scared of older people (they are like about12 to 14, some act cool kids can be rude)
something i have learn, when i grow up and have kids, i will tell them that in the cinema, keep your volume down;D
if you met this people like them sometime, tell them to shut up before the good parts.
the rest of my day are boring, but one good thing is that i went through a job interview in ajisen, i will ask pei yi to join me too;D i hope i will pass;D (time to call joel)
oh i forgotten to tell you guys that their dressing are like see, i am cool and hip! which is not, it is like down graded ZERO! style;D bye bye!


Thursday, October 9, 2008
09.10.08 7:20 AM

i am really having loats of spelling mistakes due to rush ;D sorry guys! bear with me!
i know i have been really a idiot bitch,
you can't blame me, i been under stress and not really in the good mood ;D
i will go crazy when i am not in the good mood, sorry ;D
can't wait to watch painted skin tomorow, i want to watch house bunny too,
wait till i find someone to pie wo!
haha
ooppss
it is pei not pie
sorry!
haha
i am really in the bad mood, i miss my girlfriends, i miss other, i miss everything.
i really really need to sleep this missing feeling off.
it is causing me this few days within the exam period to lose my study concentration!
really go to sleep this off tonight!
i really sleep this off.
i am tired now night night everyone! ;D
(my blog is in a mess, bear with it, i will fix it soon ;D after my exams lar!)


09.10.08 1:05 AM

hey! haha
it's been long since i stop posting,
erm basically because i am having exams,
everybody are having exams so you can't really blame for not post right?;D
i got new songs:D
i new band, love them, and more, but i do not have enough time today:D
so i shall tell you a band i found:D
it is called hey monday !
love them you ahve to hear their songs
like candles , set off, homecoming:D and much more
here is the link if you wanna listen
http://www.imeem.com/heymonday
i shall post one of thier song i like in my blog:D
my fav song is
i don't care by fall out boys
yeah you will probably expect another wacky video
haha love them! here is the link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWfJDpNrFEc&feature=related
eh.. got to go but please please please tag?
or this blog will soon be demolished D: