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Saturday, November 29, 2008
29november 4:03 AM

i took out my cam and upload the pics:D


i cuut my fingers when i chop veg, for my family dinner.
the meat and nail came off...
this really sucks..
NICE?


Friday, November 28, 2008
5:30 AM

I BELIVE THAT EVERY ONE HAS SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT THEMSELF, I BELIVE THAT EVERYBODY WAS BORN GOOD AND INNOCENT,I BELIVE YOU SO TRY BELIVING ME TOO . PLEASE TRY ME IN, I WON'T BETRAY YOU, I PROMISE SO TRUST ME.


Thursday, November 27, 2008
28november 11:48 PM

listen to paramore-decode, i felt as if it reach into my heart, i love hayley's voice and hair. it was wonderful, both paramore and hey monday. i read finished my 111chapters of manga in just three to four days:D aren't i fast? haha
no wi am itching for a lot of things, i want to jump into the pool cause i had not been swimming for like 1 week for some reason i can't swim and now i felt as if i am dying. this week i do not have training, awww.. i really miss swimming. i saw some bad dress that holloywood peeps wear.when i saw them i thought that they lost their sense of fashion, last minute picking or try to hard to stand out cause the dress or outfit is just too funny. i laugh till my sides hurt. it is really patatic to see them like this. i hope a will not be a victim like them.i ask my mum about the sewing machine, she said that i won't concentrate on my work. i should have guess that she lied to me. *sign* i am lucky that i didn't not put much hope in her.*sign* i have been sign alot,i hope my new tutor won't be a meanie cause i have the feeling i may hate her. oh well, i have to bear for one year to pass then i can really celebrate:D i can get out of school, no more seeing people. i can't wait. there is something that been bothering me, i felt that i can't or too lazy to step out of the house. i felt as if i don't wanna see anybody in my school. i felt that i want to be alove, and when some one ask me out, i will lie through my teeth without thinking saying that i can't go. even i felt that going out with my family is a pain in the ass. i think i really hate crowds.i felt different from usual, when my dad took away my phone, i was always complaining but now i felt as if the phone was a piece of shit,i don't need it as no one will call me.i think i will sell it.lately i have been addicted to this. i think i shall go.


Tuesday, November 25, 2008
27november 11:14 PM

my ears are itching for a new hole:D
awww... i am too poor for another ear piercing cause i am saving up for my navel ring. i found that it cost more then 50 i think so i have to save up. i am not a rich girl:D
i found a new shop around my place, i probably go there next year for two piering;D
maybe after my o's i will go for some tattoo or i pierce my neck:D i find it super cool.if you ask me about the pain when i pierce my ears, it is just mearly an ant bite. i don't mind the pain it is worth it to get some body art.
*sign* no more manga for me to read. i have been to additive to it. tomorow is friday, i can't wait to watch ghost wisperer:D
byebye peeps i have to go so rock on!


25november 5:10 AM

hi peeps!
it's been long since i update cause i felt so lazy in updating plus no one is reading this! so i might as well TALK SHIT! but do no take any notice of me cause i am trying to entertaine myself and training up to bulid a stronger self esteem, courage blah blah blah. yes this is what i call shit. i found brinety ablum circus coming on 2.12.08. okay she is lokking better after the major downfall on her reputation of whatsoever mental hospital something, she was shoot in a dress i think, walking in a tight rope:D her image never change:D she looks werid, no it is very werid, i thougt she is going for some sexy, grown up yet bring another gental side of her both to rebulid her reputation and to bring in something new. nope this circus ablum is like fun, flirty, and cute? mabey. she is like 26 going to 30.( actually i thought she was 30) why she must strip naked for the director in the womanizer video? i just don't get it. if some people thinks that she looks good, i think she looks okay, if some people thainks that eww..? naked? i think that it is okay, it is like no difference from the brinety before. BUT! fans of her! no worries, good thing her new ablum consist of better songs:D her singing actually improves;D !
overall brinety ablum is good but not so good. just hope that she is better. i got the feeling that she is going to change her style:D so perk up guys if you are not too happy 'bout the newest ablum:D wait for another! if that is not good too, wait for another, so just keep waiting:D people who thinkgs that she looks like a striper, blame the director who some how let's her strip nakedy for the video, so mabey he could get a chance to uh-hum :D haha
after brinety let's talk about another huge! huge! singer,SASHA FIERCE ! a.k.a beyonce:D
her new ablum i think it is in stores now,( i have not online to search new songs sorry cause i am living in manga heaven and too lazy to find for you guys!)
I AM...SASHA FIERCE is the ablum name:D apparently she find that Sasha Fierce is the fun, more sensual, more aggressive, more outspoken side and more glamorous side that comes out when she is working and when she is on the stage. if you guys wanna know who is sasha fierce , or know who is she, take a look at the is web site:D
http://www.whoissashafierce.com/
The song "Halo", written by Ryan Tedder, was originally offered to Leona Lewis, but was given to Knowles because Lewis did not have the time to record it.
The songs "If I Were a Boy" and "Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It)" were initially targeted to radio on October 7, 2008; however, they were premiered on the following day on selected radio stations in the United States. On the same day, a video was released by Knowles' record label Columbia, featuring footage on the making of the music videos to "If I Were a Boy" and "Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It)", and the photo shoot for the two songs and the album. A deluxe edition of the album, which contains bonus tracks, was released simultaneously with the standard version. Mathew Knowles held a listening party for the album in New York on October 22, 2008. Prior to the album's earliest release date, the entire album was premiered on November 11, 2008 on Knowles' MySpace account.
To correspond with the double album release, Columbia Records produced a website for Sasha Fierce. It asks to call and try to describe Sasha. It also states her "true identity" will be released at a later date.
Knowles will also release a Spanish version of the album in February 2009, along with a DVD of videos for each song on the album, much like her B'Day Anthology.
i love the song if i were a boy that tells and show to people the hardship of a marraige:D and single ladies tells ladies that being single is a no problem:D
this ablum contains the other new side of her:D.
okay peeps i have to go so bye bye! i will write another one about pink or other singers!:D see ya!


Monday, November 17, 2008
11:13 PM

i found a phrase that say : my body is made of coffee,cigarettes and sex
what about my body:D
it is made up of food food and food
wahahaha
soo bored, go back and read manga now:D


Monday, November 10, 2008
8:19 PM




What Leonorachanshuyi Means



You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.



You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic “Type A” personality.



You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.



You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.



You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.



You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.



You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?





Leo - Your Love Profile



Your positive traits:



You're almost always the center of attention - and easy for potential dates to spot

Your happiness and optimism is appealing to all... and contagious!

You don't hold grudges - getting over little fights is no problem for you



Your negative traits:



You tend to ignore relationship problems, until they are too big to handle

You crave luxury, and you are disappointed with partners who can't provide you with it

If someone does you wrong, you'll coldly and cruelly break their heart



Your ideal partner:



Someone high status enough to bring you more attention - but not so great that they upstage you

Makes you laugh and brings excitement to everything you do together

Is aggressive and confident enough to butt heads with you every so often



Your dating style:



High expectations. You need to be impressed with an incredible first date for a second one to occur.



Your seduction style:



You like to make the first move - you're fearless about initiating things

Passionate. You really get into any intimate act.

Aggressive. Most of the time, you find yourself wanting sex more than your partner.



Tips for the future:



Try to not need so much attention. You'll feel less ignored, guaranteed.

Learn to love your partner for who they are - not how they help advance your life.

Let your partner shine occasionally. You don't always have to be the alpha dog.



Best color to attract mate: Gold



Best day for a date: Sunday

What's Your Love Profile?





You Are Pretty Happy



You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.

But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.

Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.

Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?


7:36 PM

i saw everybody doing this so i gave it a go. i was bored so this is a good thing to kill time:D

You Are An INFP
The Idealist

You are a creative person with a great imagination. You enjoy living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close to you.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak
What's" Your Personality Type?


You Are an Emo Rocker!
Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofrockerareyouquiz/">What Kind of Rocker Are You?


Your Birth Month is July
Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker.
You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life.

Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart

Your gemstone: Ruby

Your flower: Larkspur

Your colors: Green and red
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthmonthmeanquiz/">What Does Your Birth Month Mean?


You Are More Like Angelina Jolie
Bad girl with a heart of gold.
You are smart, sexy, and strong willed.
You aren't against stealing another girl's man...
If he's better off with you!
http://www.blogthings.com/areyoumorelikejenniferorangelinaquiz/">Are You More Like Jennifer or Angelina?


You Are the Thumb
You're unique and flexible. And you defy any category.
Mentally strong and agile, you do things your own way. And you do them well.
You are a natural leader... but also truly a loner. You inspire many but connect with few.

You get along well with: The Middle Finger

Stay away from: The Pinky
http://www.blogthings.com/whatfingerareyouquiz/">What Finger Are You?


You Are Profoundly Disturbing
You're weird, freaky, and maybe even a little psycho.
You aren't just attracted to darkness - you thrive in it.
Your interests are downright creepy, and you may even lack normal human empathy.
While there's no harm in enjoying the macabre, remember to keep your vilest thoughts to yourself!
http://www.blogthings.com/areyoudisturbinglyprofoundquiz/">Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

THAT IS REAL:d I DID NOT CHEAT HAHA I AM WEIRD. I CAN'T BELIVE I MADE FRIENDS EVEN THOUGHT I AM WEIRD

You Are 0% Fake
Fake doesn't even come close to describing you.
You're totally natural, and proud of who you really are!
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouafakegirlquiz/">Are You A Fake Girl?


Your Power Element is Earth
Your power color: yellow

Your energy: balancing

Your season: changing of seasons

Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends.
You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems.
Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones.
Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful.
What's" Your Power Element?


Your Lucky Love Color is White
When someone gets to know you, they still feel like you're a mystery to them.
You are innocent and a bit naive. But you are a little more savvy than you seem, especially in love.
And unlike what your color might suggest, you aren't too much of a prude.
Your heart is pure, and you find it easy to fall in love.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourluckylovecolortellmenquiz/">What Does Your Lucky Love Color Tell Men?


You Play it Cool
You're not in your face, smokin' hot... and it's all by design
You have a carefully crafted cool persona, leaving everyone wanting to know just a little more.
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouhotquiz/">Are You Hot?


You are a Rocker Girl!
If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.
Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.
Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.
Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofgirlareyouquiz/">What Kind of Girl Are You?



Thursday, November 6, 2008
07.11.08 5:36 PM

i tried several times to download Grand chase but it just won't work so i have to give up. yesterday i went for the fourth time of job interview,i still have another coming up,so i am either waiting for pizza hut or the others. i just hope they won't take too long.i went to you tube and saw a video of paramore:D i love them. it is the music video for the new movie i really hate, twilight. i really hate the book too, no offence. ha ha
My days seem like it is going well, but the main problem that it is too boring. i am locked up at home doing nothing. Just watch some videos on Internet, went some book searching and borrowed 8 books (starting from this week, i will borrow 8 per week):D
i read Gucci wars yesterday, boring, but some how, i am able to read the first few chapters, it was not as i was expected. it is not talking about the person Gucci, it is about his wife!
but overall, they wrote about the hardship of her's so it was boring OK.
now i have tons of homework to rush. and what the hell am i writing in this blog? it is all messyD:
fuck it so don't even bother to glance at it cause it is waste of time. FUCK HELL