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Sunday, October 25, 2009
7:31 PM

today will be the first paper for o's. english. i thought i am not stress out or anything and my day will go smoothly. however i caught a cold. just my luck. my throat hurts and i think i wouldn't talk much. my head hurts too. i wanted to practise on maths but ended up lying on the bed after breakfast. two spoonful of cough mixture and a tablet of panado. i hope i get well soon enough :D so goood luck everybody and all the best~! AI ZAI~!


2:54 AM

i really hope they do not take things lightly. i am really sick of everything i think of. i need a therapist straight to clear my thoughts. i hope the stupid old fart dies too. :"D


Friday, October 23, 2009
7:45 AM

don't underestimate the perplex feelings of a lady. even as a same gender, i can't understand what a she wanted the most out of me. however i can't entirely fulfilled her wish. i am so sorry that i can't be lady like or favour adorable stuff like hello kitty. but there was once i liking to them when i was younger. i am surprise that i even tried forcing my self to love them but failed. so what's the point trying if it hurts me deeper. have fun and get you hands dirty rather then sitting in a stone like position sipping tasteless and stinky tea. (okay maybe tea aren't that disgusting). or wearing full loaded of ribbons and laces. but i can survive but a small percentage of them with me.
i wonder what she wants me to be? go into med school or studying law? so sorry i can't do it either. i have a goal, it's to go in arts. there i no way i am going to study something i basically feel nothing for.
i better stop for now.


Thursday, October 22, 2009
8:06 AM

super duper tired. my eye lids are dropping D: and i am very very full.
i hate practical. super difficult for idiots like me. i should have work harder. but too bad lar, poor memory skills. :D
just have tuition, i laugh till my sides hurt. :D all thanks so sunny and mr ke.


Tuesday, October 20, 2009
12:12 AM

you are DEAF!


12:08 AM

fuck those stupid old woman. i did nothing wrong.


Monday, October 19, 2009
6:35 AM

stingy touchy hot boiled old woman. angry over something ridiculous. i am a human. and i got the FUCKING RIGHTS TO SAY I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN you have i have too.


Sunday, October 18, 2009
10:27 PM

old woman sucks when they are so touchy.


4:07 AM

love my day cause i am not at home the whole but at tution. tution is much better then at home. i get to spent my time away from the computer. the bloody temptation of mine. neer one day i will not touch the com. never one day i will not go facebook. guess i spent my time meaningfully. does lipstick contain lead if it last longer? :D haha! go back ask teacher :D wait i hate pop ups they keep coming. freak. need to colour my art now.


Saturday, October 17, 2009
5:24 AM

which art school is better lasalle sia or nafa? :D


Friday, October 16, 2009
9:27 AM

really, face the reality. everything is not perfect. so fuck the world out of you stinky face, stop whinning and crying the shit out of your eyes and move on. you will never know what you will find you little son of a bitch. anyway i hate you.


Wednesday, October 14, 2009
8:12 AM

i am sick of having pop up's when i click on every link. i hate pop ups


Tuesday, October 13, 2009
9:22 AM

someday you will find me again and regret losing me in the first place.


Monday, October 12, 2009
12:30 AM

i am happy i am happy i am happy, please don't mind me. going to be crazyyyyyy! :D always loving me day. how would i know why i am so high up today? :D
happy sweet 16 birthday maine! :D


Sunday, October 11, 2009
6:40 AM

love my day, high on doing to much maths and science. too much too fast. to me is alot, to you is little :D haha!


Saturday, October 10, 2009
8:42 PM

i hate my previous skin. i just took interest for a moment only. bet ya' hate it too :D too cute to fit my style :D HA! :D


Thursday, October 8, 2009
7:38 AM

will anybody hate me if i don't go to school tomorrow? i know it's our last day. sorry D:


Wednesday, October 7, 2009
6:19 AM

i will never look back, i hated it when my brain works on it's own so i never leave my ear buds off cause to stop my brain to think of these stupid things. i always remember the bad but forgotten the good. i suck most at this. hated remembering what is not suppose to dig out.
i can almost see what are they thinking. my six sense probably. i can almost see what are they feeling upon a person. i observed that's one reason i stare for no reason at other people.
sometimes it's better for a person with a wider heart then a narrow one that thinks the wrong stuff huh? :D i learnt, i forgive but never forgets.


Tuesday, October 6, 2009
9:11 AM

block my every sense. i am dead tired. not one day i am not tired. i can work all they all to 12 hours no stop in school or tuition if i can concentrate. but i will be drop dead tired when i saw my bed. ha! :D
may be if nothing of this will happen i think it will be alright. i don't miss your presence. in fact i have kinda forgotten you. so sorry. haha! i don't ever think you are more then a mere company. i think you would think the same. ;D


Monday, October 5, 2009
8:46 AM

lots of care bitch i won't help you. why should i? be responsible of yourself. stupid enough of my to say yes. stupid enough for me to help.i ain't your mum.
what a day... less then half of the class came. i should skip too. i bet they think no school already.dead tired. when will survive one day without saying i am beat? i don't think so if i am posting in the morning otherwise, i just woke up still in sleep mode.i am prepared to plunk all my sub for o's. *touchwood* ha! :D


Sunday, October 4, 2009
7:58 AM

how might ares of tropical rainforest be conserved to reduces exploitation? ....
clueless. it's not that i hate geog or never study, it's i do not know how to put it in words. i can give up but i won't want to dissapoint my parents taking a f9 for humanities, neither i want to see miss siew expected face. :D i have to study hared for geog. hope i can go back to consult her. ha!


Saturday, October 3, 2009
9:09 PM

play with zoe and wai hian yesterday at zoe's house. celebrating mid autum festival. if i am not wrong it is spelled like that. anyway we played with sparkels. i was tired ,so, sorry for not being high. didn't have my coffee. sucks. i hate coffee, but the caffine rocks on getting my energy of 101%.


it's not i am not willing to sms you and chatter over the details where you never come. but a second thought. why should i? you have never appeared since you got satisfied over somethings. face it they are just one part of it. you are enjoying to fast. please don't tell me that you will do it at home. do you even get it? guilty consious.


Thursday, October 1, 2009
12:34 AM

something sent my heart racing and long for it guess :D