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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
5:17 PM

hi guys! haha i am in the mood for brown now;D
erm.. i found a singner from canada, her name is shiloh. Is it Pitt and Jol new baby daughter. no she way too young, by the way this singer is 15 like us she a newbie so if you don't likeshe or anything, give a her a break, she is still young.
so.. all i know was that she has already become known for her "Operator (A Girl Like Me)" single, which is a Canadian radio hit. The ska-influenced pop track's video has also been picking up play on MuchMusic. The song will be featured on the MuchDance 2009 compilation, and all proceeds from the song will go to War Child Canada.
(Talk about charity:D)
The teenager won Edmonton's The Bounce Showdown radio contest when she was 13. Her music has been used in Gossip Girl and the recent Cameron Diaz/Ashton Kutcher film, What Happens In Vegas. She has also performed with Hedley.
so this is her video:D enjoy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9SjP_qoRgQ&eurl=http://lj-toys.com/?journalid=3616053&moduleid=47969&preview=&auth_token=sessionless:1230685200:embedconte
sorry! no video enabaling!
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Fuck!
haha

next!
beyond! sasha fierce! singing diva! or whatever! she new offical video for diva and halo ;D soak into her soulful voice, enjoy this you will love it.;D sorry no offical video cause all were enable:D any way enjoy peeps







was that wonderful? now lets get back to the others, this band shot a video that look slike the 60's i think;D their ablum was called pretty odd. i wanted to post this for a long time but kept forgetting. they are panic at the disco:D imagine from
totally wild in nine in the afternoon to northern downpoar;D i hope you love them :D


next! the disney born princess (she is princess to me), not miley! it is Demi lovato!
tis is her new song, lala land!
i hope you like her song:D

forget about her song from camp rock listen to tis instead:D i meant to post this but i don't know how:D at last i found out:D


okay now for another disney born pop star:D miley! if you have seen her singing to 7 things,the emotional song on live, you will laugh at her. she was seen swinging her head, doing the rock and roll stuff where her song was meant to be emotional. i mean if you have the emotional song please don't put a rock and rolll stunt!##%^%%$^#^&^*&^%$#$%^&^%$#@#$%^ now there is her new song fly on the wall:D


if you guys love shake it by metro sstation and have not heard or seen their new video or song seventeen forever, go check it out;D you will love it.


if you guys find brandey wonderful expect her facial expresion that looks so dull in her song right here(departed) you will love this song, Long distance:D enjoy


if you like boy does nothing by Alesha Dixon, the fresh fun filled song, try her new song, breathe slow, the sad emotional song;D but it will hook you on to it:D
let compare;D see which one is better;D



so that is bye guys!


Monday, December 29, 2008
9:07 PM

i found this:D
he is kinda cute, weird funny. he is quite popular but not all like him:D but he is funny:D


i love all time low :D you should listen to them and you will fall in love with immediatly:D


this is lily allen new ablum songs:D
i love the fear





and her version of womenizer;D sweeeett:D


i guess that's all for today:D


9:03 PM

3oh!3 Don't Trust me Lyrics:
Black dress with the tights underneath,
I got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth,
And shes an actress (actress),
But she ain't got no need.
Shes got money from her parents in a trust fund back east.

T-t-t-tongues always pressed to your cheeks,
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girls teeth,
T-tell your boyfriend
if he says hes got beef,
That I'm a vegetarian and I ain't fucking scared of him.

She wants to touch me (Woah),
She wants to love me (Woah),
She'll never leave me (Woah, woah, oh, oh),
Don't trust a ho,
Never trust a ho,
Won't trust a ho, Ho won't trust me.

X's on the back of your hands,
Wash them in the bathroom to drink like the bands.
And your setlist (setlist),
You stole off the stage,
Had red and purple lipstick all over the page.
B-b-b-bruises cover your arms,
Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm.
And the best is (best is),
No one knows who you are,
Just another girl alone at the bar.

She wants to touch me (Woah),
She wants to love me (Woah),
She'll never leave me (Woah, woah, oh, oh),
Don't trust a ho,
Never trust a ho,
Won't trust a ho, Ho won't trust me.

Shush girl shut your lips,
Do the Hellen Keller and talk with your hips.
I said, Shush girl shut your lips,
Do the Hellen Keller and talk with your hips.
I said, Shush girl shut your lips,
Do the Hellen Keller and talk with your hips.
Woah, woah, woah...

She wants to touch me (Woah),
She wants to love me (Woah),
She'll never leave me (Woah, woah, oh, oh),
Don't trust a ho,
Never trust a ho,
Won't trust a ho, Ho won't trust me


new years day- i was right 8:50 PM

i was right by new year day
I never knew that I was dealing with a graduate
with a major in defensive and a minor in excuses
It's not that hard to say you're wrong, admit oh, go on, go on
You know I wouldn't want to make you feel worse than you should
but if you were me you'd do the same you know you would
it's not that hard to say you're wrong, admit it oh, go on, go on

It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on

I know you know it's all your fault and I should let this go
but I need to hear you say it love
it's principle
it's not that hard to say you're wrong, admit it oh, go on, go on
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on

It'd mean everything
just to hear you say to me I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on
It would mean everything but you're so smart with those clever eyes
so I tell you that I love you, and blow you a kiss
but until you say you're sorry, well that's all you're gonna get
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on


Wednesday, December 24, 2008
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25 december 11:26 PM

food taste sour in my mouth yesterday, i was not in the mood for ice-cream.
i get the feeling of non exsistance again. i will never know what people think of me, some times i wish i could dig in their hearts to take a better look. how frustrating, i can't wait till i get out of this mess. i want to run away, from all of this. this is wearing me down slowly, i can't catch up.
i mess up dinner today. i hope my parents wont notice. i am a terrible cooker when it comes to patience. i dread going back to school, i dread go back to visit my grandparents. i dread of everything. i can't feel joy in me lasting more then 12 hours recently, i feel like i am going to be sick.


Monday, December 22, 2008
23december` 9:55 PM

tomorow is joel birthday:D happy birthday kiddo!
haha the new song in my blog is aloha from hell;D pretty good:D
i think they are like tokio hotel, they came from another different country but with quite fluent english:D
support them!
i have only heard walk away and don't give me that which is my blog song:D
only these two:D got to go bye


Friday, December 12, 2008
12 december 5:25 AM

i am getting a pair of wings, after my o levels. i will it is a real pair of wings, so that i can fly. in a few years time, i will leave everything behing me and disapear with out a sound. i must leave everything behind me, i need to disapear from here.


Wednesday, December 3, 2008
04december 10:46 PM

the is fucking really irritating. i am really really mad, no one ask me out. never mind, they went out themselves yet forgotten to ask me, yet again never mind. i ask them they said they have no time. fuck yet no time, might as well spend time alone. next time i have no need to bother to ask people, they will forget it anyway. so thus i am the extra person in that group , how stupid i am? i might as well be alone. both in school and outside. they say i must ask, what special reason that i am the fucking only pathatic person kept ask you wanna go out? and yet always forgetting me. seems like i am not so important. fucktards, suckers, bitch.no one fucking care, no one will fucking remember me. only the important ones. i am nobody. i am the fucking shit little nobody.
no one fucking care. both the stupid smile and me. this is stupid. i bet no one will go on NANA day. i dout they care what i said anyway. might as well catch a moive alone since they won't go out with me.


Tuesday, December 2, 2008
3dec 4:55 PM

i took more pictures...
i am bored cause no one ask me out, and it is not surprising cause they always forget me.
never mind i will rot at home instead. 7 more days to my book deadline.
bye