listen to paramore-decode, i felt as if it reach into my heart, i love hayley's voice and hair. it was wonderful, both paramore and hey monday. i read finished my 111chapters of manga in just three to four days:D aren't i fast? haha
no wi am itching for a lot of things, i want to jump into the pool cause i had not been swimming for like 1 week for some reason i can't swim and now i felt as if i am dying. this week i do not have training, awww.. i really miss swimming. i saw some bad dress that holloywood peeps wear.when i saw them i thought that they lost their sense of fashion, last minute picking or try to hard to stand out cause the dress or outfit is just too funny. i laugh till my sides hurt. it is really patatic to see them like this. i hope a will not be a victim like them.i ask my mum about the sewing machine, she said that i won't concentrate on my work. i should have guess that she lied to me. *sign* i am lucky that i didn't not put much hope in her.*sign* i have been sign alot,i hope my new tutor won't be a meanie cause i have the feeling i may hate her. oh well, i have to bear for one year to pass then i can really celebrate:D i can get out of school, no more seeing people. i can't wait. there is something that been bothering me, i felt that i can't or too lazy to step out of the house. i felt as if i don't wanna see anybody in my school. i felt that i want to be alove, and when some one ask me out, i will lie through my teeth without thinking saying that i can't go. even i felt that going out with my family is a pain in the ass. i think i really hate crowds.i felt different from usual, when my dad took away my phone, i was always complaining but now i felt as if the phone was a piece of shit,i don't need it as no one will call me.i think i will sell it.lately i have been addicted to this. i think i shall go.