i feel that i am lacking of inspirations for art, i feel that i could not concentrate anything at all, i can't think of anything to write for my compo, i feel empty. something is seriously wrong with me. i need help, wait, i don't need help i need a doctor to cure my mental illness. my hands are shaking like mad exactly like the full whole hour at geog period. i probably won't help Vivi to massage for a few days cause my hands are in a weak state. my hands shake like i am high, my heartbeat beats faster than normal humans, i get cold and hot repeatedly again and again without anything affecting me. what's wrong with me!
as i promised i relink Vivi.:D