Someone posted a positive comment about me, but preferred to remain anonymous. He was afraid of being accused of boot licking.I have a way to overcome this fear.I like to find positive things to say about other people. I am just being decent and encouraging. I am not boot licking.We need to promote a climate of positiveness. We have to find positive things to say about other people. We have to create an optimistic climate.I encourage other people to think positive, and be positive.i got that some where from the net. may be people just like using me then accused me of being one boot licker. hooray, push all the blame to me after you use me just like the rest cause you know i won't get angry. my,oh,my i do get scary , but i choose not to show it. to get the peace in the class i don't see the need to flare up just because some people accused me. neither i don't see the need to find fault in other people saying me. why should i, waste of my time. still i am being decent and encouraging, i don't have a reason not to help other in small favours. i am just being me, i did not do what i don't like to do. yeah and it's true. by the way this thing taught me that being too good sucks cause other people will see you as a boot licker, right? well, the people who
say it seriously about me being boot licker obviously do not know me well.by the way i make it clear that vivien treated me way better than you guys think, i donnot lick her butt. so thanks for your fucking comments :D
but something occured to me that there are friends who are way nicer to me are not accused of a boot licker, i guess i am plain easy to use huh? so do i get the money i deserved or may be i don't get the money because i come IN FREE, whoo. i DO NOT KNOW THAT MY SMALL FAVOURS ARE FREE! SO WHAT NOW? YOU DOG? fuck.
i feel instantly better.
sometime i just wish i can get a mental illness