it seems like i have post a million times today (in reality it is only three), mixed emotions, feeling to 'betrayal'? to a wonderful lost of whether to belive one again. the lies she told or maybe she has mixed emotions like me. should i belive her. no them, i cannot see through them, oh how i wish i could :D haha. if i only knew what they are thinking, by then we will be a happy class. no i should not know what they are thinking, it should be what they are feeling.
can i EVEN call it lies? seems so fake, everything seems so fake.