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Friday, October 23, 2009
7:45 AM

don't underestimate the perplex feelings of a lady. even as a same gender, i can't understand what a she wanted the most out of me. however i can't entirely fulfilled her wish. i am so sorry that i can't be lady like or favour adorable stuff like hello kitty. but there was once i liking to them when i was younger. i am surprise that i even tried forcing my self to love them but failed. so what's the point trying if it hurts me deeper. have fun and get you hands dirty rather then sitting in a stone like position sipping tasteless and stinky tea. (okay maybe tea aren't that disgusting). or wearing full loaded of ribbons and laces. but i can survive but a small percentage of them with me.
i wonder what she wants me to be? go into med school or studying law? so sorry i can't do it either. i have a goal, it's to go in arts. there i no way i am going to study something i basically feel nothing for.
i better stop for now.